I want to make sure I note that at this phase of my life I was still very low functioning. I was protected by the fact that I was still living with my parents, working an unchallenging job, and connected to a network of high school and college friends. That being said, Technical 3rd Path was the first continuous and permanent relief I had ever had from bipolar symptoms. I was feeling motivated to live in healthier ways for the first time in my life. Throughout June, I cycled through the Insight Knowledges in a very somatic or physio-energetic way. To compliment this, I did a ton of different types of philosophical inquiries into different aspects of experience. What had started as investigations into surrender in May were quickly evolving into the subject of a more pervasive nonduality. For the first ten days of the month, I experienced an intense fractal of the 3rd and 4th Insight Knowledges. This seemed to do some heavy rewiring. ...
At the intersection of deep meditation, growing up, and mood disorder.